5.8.10

I Swear.


Does anyone our age know how to comb their fucking hair? It looks like two squirrels crawled on their head and started fucking.

3.8.10

Da Eff?

I found some shit in your room...No, I found actual shit. Feces...Well I should hope it's from your shoes, otherwise what the fuck?!

2.8.10

HYMNE A L’AMOUR



As long as love will flood my mornings

As long as my body will quiver beneath your hands
The problems matter so little to me
My love, because you love me….

We would have eternity for ourselves

In the blue of all the immensity

In heaven, no more problems

My love, do you believe that we love each other?

God reunites those who love each other

Get Together

(BEGINS)

WHAT IS COLOR?
An intensity, a temperature, a clash, a harmony.
AND
HOW DO YOU USE IT?
When it asks.
WHAT IS BLACK?
An absence, a presence, a mood, a mantle.
WHAT IS RED?
A blush, a flush, a fever, a command.
WHAT IS SKIN?
A protection.
WHAT IS FABRIC?
A medium.
WHAT IS TEXTURE?
A result of time.
WHAT IS CONSTRUCTION?
A means to an end.
WHAT IS FUNCTION?
A reply to a need.
WHAT IS ART?
A need to reply.
WHAT IS CRAFTSMANSHIP?
A fruit of time.
WHAT IS CLOTHING?
The final layer.
WHAT IS FASHION?
A series of proportions.
WHAT IS RECYCLING?
Another chance.
HOW DOES RECYCLING FIT INTO YOUR LIFE?
By nature.
HOW DOES A CONCEPT DEVELOP?
Time, a question, a reply.
WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO DEVELOP?
An understanding
WHAT WORD DO YOU LIVE BY?
We.

(ENDS)

Anorexia mirabilis

A gang of would-be rapists got as far as removing the clothing of Columba of Rieti (1467–1501), but they retreated as she had mutilated her breasts and hips so thoroughly with spiked whipping chains that they were unable or unwilling to continue. Columba did eventually manage to starve herself to death.   fukaeri:godforsaken
A gang of would-be rapists got as far as removing the clothing of Columba of Rieti (1467–1501), but they retreated as she had mutilated her breasts and hips so thoroughly with spiked whipping chains that they were unable or unwilling to continue. Columba did eventually manage to starve herself to death.

Blue Monday

Anonymous asked: what do you do if you don't love the person you are with enough to stay with them forever, but enough that you want to be around them and not see them hurt. i feel like I'm suffocating...

truthfully.. this screams selfishness. If you don’t love them enough to give them everything they deserve and more then let them go. You can’t keep someone around just because sometimes you want them, knowing that you don’t want them long term. As mean as that sounds...I’ve felt like this many times also...it’s really hard to let someone go...but we can’t just be selfish at their expense.

Marie of Oignies (1167–1213) reportedly lived as a hermit, wore only white, cut off pieces of her body to expunge her desire, and both she and Beatrice of Nazareth claimed that not only did the smell of meat make them vomit, but also that the slightest whiff of food would cause their throats to close up entirely. godforsaken

I can’t escape the selfishness of this world and the people in it. It seems like unless i’m interested in you.. or your interested in me, you couldn’t care less about showing up, calling or hanging out. Since when did friendships diminish to such superficial capacities and people became only interested in the spark or attraction they feel for another. Are we really that pathetic that we need a love interest in order to feel fulfilled? I’ve realized that the only way to get your attention, is to go around professing my love and attraction to you all… and although this feels like a viable option at times - fuck you, I’d rather use my brain. When did we stop seeing people as people and only as objects that give us what we want and make us feel good.

Around the Bend

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A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

- Every three weeks, I will try and buy a new weapon to add to my collection
- "I have nothing to offer but blood, toil, tears and sweat." is what I live by
- There are three people in the world I completely trust
- I’m attracted to darkness and things that are generally bad for me
- One of the most amazing things to me are father and daughter dances
- I love the feeling at 4:30 am when you are all alone and there are no interruptions
- My dream is to go to travel as much as possible and spend time learning and helping those that suffer far greater than we could ever understand
- I’m way too free-spirited
- I believe in God and his love but that we overcomplicate that fact and have a tendancy to destroy the beauty of it
- I hate chipped nails! and paint them constantly
- I love getting wrapped in the world of research.. and truly believe in educating myself on everything and anything the world has to discover, until the day I die.
- I haven't worn sock straight-up for about 2 years...I know it's gross but I can't breathe with them on.
- I have an obsession with too much people in this world..at least none of them are Lindsay, Miley, or Taylor.
- I will try anything once and crave adventure constantly
- Although I am in love children and have planned to have a family of 12 since I was eleven, I think I am actually only going to have 1 or not at all :(